4th and 5th October

Now playing: I'm A Star - Eden Espinosa Someone give me a chance, and watch me break through. I deserve to be seen, this dream feels way overdue. I was born to perform more than anyone knows, I am passion and guts, I want this and it shows! It has been brought to my attention that all I ever do is rant. XD I rant, I moan. I'm boring. =O Today I've yet to write much, but that's okay. Yesterday I didn't write much either, but that's also okay. To be perfectly honest, I have all month to get this last 4k written, and I won't die if it takes me all the month to do it. =] Also, I'm happy. In a contest run by the lovely Holly Lisle (who has some fantastic writing tips on her website www.hollylisle.com) I have won today's prize. So, I should be getting my hands on a copy of her How To Beat Writer's Block. Hellyeah! I could dance. This is great. It's normally worth $50 which is wonderful in itself, but it might just help me enjoy writing again. ;] Holly, my faith lies in you. As for tonight, I think I'll get back to my writing and enjoying myself. ;3 Lines for today: “I won’t sit here discussing my sexual activity with you like a business deal. For goodness sake. I was fine before I met you, didn’t need anybody to ‘keep me busy’ then. You say it like what we had was the most special thing in the world. All it was- well, it was nothing more than a physical exchange. Nothing else. And you knew that at the time, so don’t be giving me all this rubbish about my longing for physical intimacy after you’d gone. If I remember correctly- and I know I do- it was you who talked me into sleeping with you the first time, which proves my point. I can cope perfectly well without a sexual relationship.” “So?” I am more than the average no one - one chance!